heya!=))haha feeling bored not because i have nothing to do haha suppose to be studying but dun want haha so decided to blog since long time nvr already haha..well can't really rmb what happen well i dunno today's chi and maths test i really screwed up!haha i didn't know how to do at all!!my goodness goin to fail all!!but then i don't really care so who cares!yepp..after sch went clementi yea ate at pizza hut!wa lau eh i can't stand that stupid women's attitude man!!haha then later me and cheryl were complaining like some idiots haha)idiot refering to me only not cheryl)yeaa..but in the end also they so stupid charge us wrongly charge us cheaper then when we want to give them back the money they dun want!my goodness got see this kind of pple give you money dun want!haha..yep oh ya tml got napfa!woohoo so excited!=))haha wanna get a gold but then decided i dun want gold already i want silver haha i bit seow already but i just going to aim for a silver haha yepp..ok le i need to go slp le haha..k then..cya!=))

"But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience,kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness and self control."

sunday

hmm..had lotsa lotsa fun..fenny's birthday..we went to orchard then we watch movie Coach Carter..it was kinda nice..haha then later went to take neoprints..yupp then later ate dinner at marche..haha didnt really spend much..me tiff and fenny shared i was superr full haha..yupp then later we took neoprints again but i had to rushed back to sherlyn's house cos it was kinda late already then the next day had sch yupp..well had lotsa fun!luckily i went cos at first i was quite reluctant to go then later i in the end was like ok lar just go haha if not i guess i would have regretted?..haha k

monday

well today was okie but the suddenly during eng lesson i started to fall sick!aiyo i feel so terrible cos i had a superr bad headache!then later during maths lesson it got worst my whole body started to ache real badly!i couldn't even move then i asked amanda for panadol but in the end i also didnt eat cos i dunno how to eat then better not eat..then later during geog lesson i told mrs yeo then she ask me to rest..haha then after sch i was suppose to go jasmine's house to do project but in the end also nvr cos my whole body superr aching then i cannot walk to her house..yupp so i stayed in sch to see tiffany they all take their napfa then i went back home about 6?yupp but then my stomach suddenly started to hurt superr badly!i tell you it's so damn pain i almost died!it's like some kinda of thing in my stomach eating the stomach up haha i also dunno..but it was superr duperr pain..then fenny followed me home..yupp then while walking home i suddenly vomited it was like superr pain..then later when i was bathing i vomited again..aiyo then i couldn't even slp cos the moment i started lying down i'll feel like puking!aiyo i felt so terrible!then at night i kept waking up couldn't slp at all...aiyo..then today was suppose to go to sch but the in the end also nvr..cos my temp was quite high still and my body was also aching like cannot move so my parents ask me stay home..yupp but now i so bored nothing to do haha..i like going to sch lor..haiz..yupp guess thats about it..cya!=))

heya!hees i long time never post already so here goes..hmm can't really rmb what happen well just now that these few days lotsa pple been really stress...it makes me really sad to see them like that cos i feel so helpless that i can't do anything bout it..so that day i help tiff do her rnd thingy..didn't really help much though it was useless..well i really want to be able to help them whenever possible cos their my darlingss and i love them alot!dont't be so stressed k cos i love you all lots and i'll be here for ya always!=))anyways sunday fenny birthday,dun really feel like going bout i know i must go smtg is telling me too!hmm...going to stay over at sherlyn's house(again)lol..yupp but then suppose to study with her instead cos next week got 6 tests!seow already!anyway i dun really bother..dun think i goin to study as usual yupp..but then i think she will be studying cos she got mid year..haha i dun have!ok shan't be so evil..k then dun know what to say le..leave you all with a story before i go..cya!=))

Island of Feelings

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.When the island was almost totally under, love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.Love cried out "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you",Vanity said, " You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, " Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, " Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.

Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time".Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,

"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."<

haiz i really feel like crying!i should have just let it all out just know when tiff asked me too..but too many pple!haha i dunno i just very sad,pissed,angry,upset!urgh!!i guess the problem just lies with me ultimately!why must i be like that!?!urgh!i hate myself!i feel so hurt!!why must they be like that?why must she say that?does she knows how hurt i am?i guess she doesn't understand how hurt i am..no matter how 'what' i am i'm still human and i still have feelings!does she know?NO!!urgh!then again it's all because of ME!why must i be the one i am?so rude so me!!i guess that's just me!i really trying!god pls give me the strength i really can't take it anymore!my heart my whole cannot take it anymore!!i dont know how i became like that!ok i'm seriously hurt now as though i was being stabbed a hundred times non stop..the words she said just keep coming to my mind!they can't be remove!urgh!!i really can't talk anymore i'm going to cry!!!urgh today's really screwed up for me!!really really really bad!i guessed i shouldn't have come to sch today then all this wouldn't have happen..i guess i should'nt even be here!!i cos misery and hatred to pple!urgh i hate myself!i'm sorry k!

Thursday

well can't really rmb..i guess it was ok..oh ya i rmb!training was killer for some pple but not me cos i ate steriods haha but seriously it was kinda tough but not really that hard it was ok except slightly more tougher then usual..haha i know cos the next day lotsa pple came complaining to me that they had aches all over their bodies haha..i didnt have though..haha k i dunno what im talking bout well to put things simple training was superr duperr tough for others but not for me cos i ate steriods..fine k maybe a little bit?haha lol..fine..

Friday

didn't really do anything much..after sch went to orchard then we ate at marche kinda spoilt my plan cos i wanted to bring tiff there for the first time of her life know it's kinda spoilt le cos she go before so the meaning not really there anymore but nvm i still bringing her there unless she wants to go somewhere else yupp..then later went to take neoprints..kinda screwed though yupp and i lost a dollar it rolled under the machine!haha all because of me!slap myself 'piak'however you spell it haha..yupp then later from there we went to suntec cos cheryl needed to go there yupp then later felt kinda bad cos we left fenny alone..sorry..yupp then when we reached suntec was kinda late already cos tiffany and jiayi needed to go for tuition at 6 and i needed to go sherlyn's house by 6 and it was like already 515 yupp..then by the time we left there was 6?cos it was like really long to walk here and there so confusing yupp..by the time i reached sherlyn's house was 630 but i dunno what time they reached tuition must be kinda late yupp..then later i stayed over at sherlyn house...devan still as cute as ever haha when you dont play with him he start crying and baby talk is sooo cute haha..also dunno what he's saying but very cute haha..yuppp

Saturday

well did nothing as bored as ever yupp..went to my sis sch the concert bittersweet symphony..saw some pple there and i saw winner's brother and sister yupp..but winner didnt go she say she not interested in mg stuff haha yupp..then later my father tried to walk home from mg!haha he seow already obviously cannot!then he only walked finish old holland road that time then we went to pick him up halfway..he sweating like mad..lol..yupp

Sunday

well usual things happen..nothing special yupp..tht's all i guess..write very longg already..k then..cya!=))

heya!haha hmm today had home econs we cooked rock bun!hees never really ate it though so i dunno whether nice cos people keep on trying it but they said it was nice!haha dunno whether true anot..haha anyways i decided to go to jasmine house later to bake more but in the end also never haha cos i went with tiff to orchard insted to buy birthday presents!haha..yupp then later so funny cos we didn't know whether to take neoprints anot.actually tiff wanted to but i was quite reluctant so in the end we thought ok lar dont take lar but then later when we where walking down i started feelin guilty so i was like okay lar we go take then later she say she dun want already but i knew of course she still want lar because of me then she dun want to force me..haha then later so funny we couldnt decide whether to take so we say 1 or 2 but she stupid keep on choosing 2!so not counted later we starting counting the directory haha yes no yes no haha then also so confusing so in the end we just went to take!haha then so lucky we all the neoprint machine was new one!haha so honoured!we the first to use it!hahaif we had come a little later then we wont be able to use first then if we go too early then haven't open yet then we use other machine..so we so lucky!haha FATE!yupp so later we take take then later went to orange julius eat ice cream haha then later go home..hees yupp ok lar i think i write very long le..haha k then..cya!=))

=)))heya!haha i'm so happy today!haha no particular reason just HAPPY!haha k today was okay..no particular thing special thing happen today..after school pon-ed the stupid enrichment thingy again..haha me and cheryl kept tiff company for her gym duty haha later cheryl went home then we went to t-zone..so FUN!haha we played uno stacko and twister haha i long time nvr play so funn!hees later they had to close so we went to play at the swing!haha so funn!hees then we tried new and diff stunts!haha really have lotsa fun with FACT!haha but cheryl wasn't there..if only cheryl was!haha anyways we had lotsa fun!but i didnt keep track of the time and just play play play haha by the time already 720!haha then i didnt even hear them play the announcement 'the sch is closing in 5 mins time blah blah blah' haha yupp then later go home and yupp that's all!haha k cya!=))))i'm superr duperr happy today!haha

hmm...i'm so bored!haha i regretted not goin out with tiff!aiya who ask myself so indecisive dun say earlier want to go..then later when i want to go nvr say cos i think she dont want me to go already..hmm now i'm stuck here bored and nothing to do!actually there's alot to do but i can't be bother!hees tml got geog test but i cannot be bother to study!haha anyways tiff already roughly explain/teach me so it shld be quite ok..hahas hopefully.yupp..hmm. then the stupid friendster cannot upload photos one..cos i wanted to upload for tiff the photo when i small she wanted to see then cannot!haha..oh ya i found my posb card in the end!haha it was in a pocket means i sent it for washing and ironing!yikes!thank goodness it not spoilt!haha..yup and i did smtg for international friendship dayy for FACT though i know pass already but nvm still can give on mon!haha k then..cya!=))

wednesday
hees home econs test was okay..well it wasn't as bad as i expected it to be..well after sch went with FCT to eat at pizza hut..
thursdaywell nothing much happen..got training as usual then later go byje house cos i so kind help her sis do her chi pw..went home quite late 11.. oh ya i forgot we had service learning and i went mount faber to prune!so fun i tell you..but tiring too i got blister on my finger!ouch!haha but i enjoyed it haha dig and dig and dig haha like bury someone like that haha..
fridaywell..today was ok i was really happy and generous!kept giving pple treat!dunno what came over me but i just say ok lor give you treat especially tiff!haha had recess with cheryl first then later with tiff..then later we had eng..first period mrs foo still ok then second and third she walk out of class..haha then i started to slack and go out of class and walk ard..later i spotted tiff!haha then i was 'communicating' with her..haha a picture paints a thousand words..haha i was like from outside writing msg then show to her inside..then her whole class was like staring..then i was quite embarresed haha cos every one was like staring? haha then later she come out of class and tell me say now everyone know me haha..dunno what..i love tiffany!=))haha..then later after school we me and cheryl followed tiff to her piano..haha i tell you so funny cos i did'nt bring my wallet and handphone or anything then later cheryl just suddenly say go follow tiff then i was ok lor then i just hop on the bus without anything haha then i didnt pay for the fare haha later came back to sch..waited for tiff haha then later when we went to the bus stop i was like the third bus from now tiff will come and true enough it was her bus!haha see i so smart!haha then later cheryl went so i was just with tiff..then later i kept on treating her dunno why..haha well i love her lots!well tht's bout all..ok then gtg!cya!=))

haha today so sleepy!yar i was like sleeping the whole day?...haha yar..oh ya then after sch i ponned the english enrichment thingy again..hahas..i guess im wasting my $$ but it's soo boring!!go there not only waste my $$ also waste my time!so what's the use?haha k...oh shit!i just rmb tml got home econs test!die i forgot to bring home the recipe and i got no ingredients!oh no i better start calling pple for help!haha k then gtg now..call for help!cya!=))

heya..hmm nothing much to say..very tired today but very happy too!haha dunno why..hmm today had to run 2.4km so tiring!haha my timing 12.15mins..trying to aim for 11 mins plus!haha close to it!=))but my leg was still aching from cross country so it was like zao pain lar..but i don't like to run on track i prefer running round the sch!haha well later lessons was ok luckily i rmb got eng test earlier if not i wld hav slack with liyan a go class late..well everything was quite slack today..hmm after sch was with FACT hees at first we thought had training so we wanted to go eat lunch at dover but then later karo say no training so we decided to go somewhere..haha we talk talk talk so much but still couldn't decide where to go...so in the end we went dover..eat lunch then later come back sch do nothing..then later me and tiff decided to take a walk..lol we walk to lose fats but we walk and eat chips and chocolates!haha then later we come back do nothing..i play play we her hair for a while so nice and smooth but i think i spoil it hahas i dunno oh yar then i tie her hair look likethe finding nemo girl!hahas so alike!except that the braces missing!haha..well that's bout all..cya!=))

hello!haha it's me again!hees i'm superr duperr high now haha...feel like going running!haha but can't!cos i'm like 'paralysed waist down'!haha choy touch wood...no cos my legs are aching terribly!so painful!can't even walk i'm like limping!all because of yesterday cross country!then i also had two blisters on the right feet!so pain!as though that not bad enough to make things worst i squash my left feet under the door!you can imagine how pain was tat..and the lil toe the most poor thing...got blood then the skin peel off..the toe almost came off!haha..ya so i couldn't walk the whole day..was kinda bored..ya did the usual things watch tv blah blah blah..oh ya today got miss sing uni!haha not really pretty though..well but still pretty..hahas dunno what i'm talking bout..then later conference with cheryl and tiffany but cheryl had to go so i continued talking to tiff..wah we talked for one and a half hours!haha and i realise i kept on saying ok ok ok wait ah wait ah wait..haha i got problem..hees i feel like going running!haha i know i abit seow and out of point so late already..ok then that's bout it..cya!=))

heya!haha just got back home..very tired..cos today got cc what..anyways it was quite ok haha though it was tiring i kinda enjoyed it i rmb that they were many times that i had no strength in me and wanted to give up but i prayed to god to renew the strength in me so i had strength to complete the race..i got 14th placing in the end dunno whether good anot nvm next year i aim for top 10 haha i noe it's impossible..but my timing this time was 19.34mins and i hit my target cos i wanted to get 20mins or below hahas and i tell you the madal is supper dupper lousy lor!design,quality and all that!yucks! ..oh ya i reached supper dupper late 7.45 lor.. all becuase of stupid winner sister very idiot her!haha but thank goodness they havent start yet if not i cannot run haha and cheryl was waiting for me at the finish line then i was soo happy!=))glad to see her standing there cheering for me!=).haha liyan ponned in the end lar she!good lar she!anyways i dont really care just that she owes me a treat!hahas..after that we played at the swing down there then later we went junction 8..ate at long john silver's and took neoprints later..haha i had lotsa fun today!=))well i'm kind of reflecting now..feeling quite sad cos i feel that i'm neglecting my friends dunno..well dun wanna think much bout it..haha i realise i'm always reflecting!haha well that's bout all...cya!=))btw,happy april fools day!=))and i love FACT lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa!muacks!=))

hi again!hahas today after sch went ikea cos cheryl wanted to by smtg..later we went macritchie cos wanted to run for cross country haha i tell yoou it's damn tiring!but runable though hahas but i never stretch before running so maybe more tiring..but i was very stinky and sweaty cos i forgot to bring my pe t shirt..can you imagine running in uniform!the camisole was like so wet! and sticky!keep on sticking to my skin!yikes so uncomfortable!hahas then we play the swing!so fun!then we swing then later we jump but i cause her to injure her leg..hahas sorry..then she say for every push must pay 50 cents!hahas luckily she jus joking if not i go broke le hahas anyways i had so much fun today!hahas..ok then i gtg le..so sleepy!hahas cya!=))

hees im in sch now again..aiya now music lesson so boring!haha i so tired..wanna sleep!hees amanda's sitting next to me she's also slacking hahas..haha today im supper high!haha cos tiff asked me too!haha i supper high that pple think i'm drunk!they say aileen you ok not you drunk is it?haha lol..anyways i got my number tag for cross country im number 21!hahas i wanted 12 or 28 though but never mind 21 nice too!haha..anyway i gtg le bell ring le..cya!=))

hees just got back home..haha well in the end i pon-ed the stupid eng enrichment..haha the teacher so stupid what dont even know i was gone haha..i realised that all eng teachers are very stupid!haha no offence..haha ya even although i didnt go i still waited for fenny and the rest...later we went dover yar ate then come back to sch..haha i dunno i guess i was quite moody,angry,sad for no reason..haha fine there's a reason but i dun wanna say haha..fine because of smtg some some pple did..haha yar later i help tiff buff and shine her nails..though i was not done yet but my mum came but just as well cos i shine so hard until her skin peel haha..yar sorry fenny some other time i help you buff and shine k cos i promised tiff a long time ago that i'll help her yar..haha yar and tiff made up this funny FACT haha stands for Fenny Aileen Cheryl Tiffany haha yar.. well that's about all then..cya!=))

haha i'm in school now..eng lesson as usual that's why i dare slack..not that i dun slack other times..haha..anyways this mrs foo so stupid i always come late for class she also dunno..haha anyways im sitting next to liyan now and she also updating her blog..hahas. mrs foo is so damn stupid, she came to my desk and asked me wad i was doing and i minimized this page but still can see at the bottom. den she didn't even notice it!! so blur. so stupid. lol.oh it's so cold now!it's raining!haha i love rainy days..actually i love tuesday cos tuesday is free day! ..hees today is cold day cos my classrooms i go all air con one except for chi..you see chapel,hall.air con..then now eng,comp lab..later got computer lessons,comp lab again then last two periods free then afterwards got eng enrichment aircon classroom again..hahas so i say today is cold day!all air con somemore raining.. i hees seow already..aiya shit lar later got the stupid eng enrichment thingy pay so much for nohing somemore...think i going to pon but must ask liyan whether she poning too..hees ok then cya!=))

haha i have to post another one cos cheryl complaining i never say anything bout her haha k fine..this for ya then..haha then this gave cheryl a big fat hug cos i love her and missed her so much!haha and she never run with me is acceptable cos she got broken arm but tiffany,maple and fenny ah slap slap them haha jk..haha anyways you happy le mah cheryl?haha ok i luv ya lots lots lots lots!hahaok then cya!=))luv ya lots!

haha i dunno what im suppose to say..anyways tiff say talk about my day so i shall..haha ermm..well today at the beginning i was very happy for no reason i was like on cloud 9 and i was abit seow too.. haha kept on telling tiff that i smelt very nice..johnson's baby soap what of course nice..haha..but i dunno i was like really very very angry after eng lesson cos of smtg i dun wanna say..well miss shamsiah was like why you so angry then? i was like none of your business lar!get away!..yar i know i was pretty rude but i was really very angry and pissed..haha then during geog i was very scared cos mrs yeo showed us this movie 'volcanoes'(i tink yesterday they showed on tv) and it was really scary cos like the pple die so easily and i was reminded of one show i watched before 'left behind' i dunno it's like the world was coming to an end and jesus was like coming to take the pple away i dunno i know i abit of seow like that also scared..but i dunno cos i just feel that the world is coming to an end very soon..haha ok i very out of point..anyways ya training was ok today i took it very seriously today but dunno if they can see it..after training me fenny cheryl tiffany maple suppose to go running but they cheat me!!!i halfway running then they dont run go back so i was like very stupid running alone!haha anyway later we went dover i seow lar gave them a treat but nvm lar cos they very dear to me and i luv them lots so giving them a little treat doesn't matter rites?..haha ok then later when go home that time i was so angry!!the stupid bus driver!i was like standing rite in front of the bus and he didnt even let me go in!he let fenny dont let me!somemore fenny was like telling him stop but he still go!stupid bus driver!urgh!that's why i reach home so latee!haha yar that's all i guess!oh no shit!i forgot to pass up the stupid geog hw!haha sure die tml get booking and minus 5 points!ah i totally forgot until now when tiff say do pw..aiya who cares lah get booking then get lah!haha ok then i guess i have to stop le cos cheryl waiting for me..haha sorry take so long..haha oh ya last but not least must thank liyan..haha thanks alot liyan!actually your own prob cos you wanna do one..haha no lar jk..ok then cya!=))luv ya lots!